Have literally had ONE date night without our son since I got pregnant my son is almost two now.…

Have literally had ONE date night without our son since I got pregnant my son is almost two now. Either we don't have a sitter and we get too nervous leaving him when we do have a sitter we made it out of the house not even an hour the one time we got a good sitter because we couldn't stop over thinking about our son. I get scared that we are going to lose that personal love for each other. As parents we are a great team and our son made our life a real life I'm lucky to have my son I just wouldn't mind one dinner or movie with his daddy alone lol am I selfish 🤷