I'm not allowed to be emotional/ sad. If I can't hold back and it bursts out, I'm drama. If I hold back, i can feel myself being consumed in it and i shut down. I start to hate myself more and more and I can't deal. There's no way out of this.
Welp.... I just scared the poop out of myself by watching birthing videos. Is it to late to back out ?! Haha 😂 ugh I can't wait to meet my angel but I'm so terrified of the process 😰
is it wrong to be frustrated that my daughter acts like she can't do certain things with out my help. she plays dumb a lot and I wish I could be like no girl show what you know. she acts like she can't trace or match shapes so shes ask for "mommy finger" to help her so I barely hold her hand and she magically can do it but if I dont hold her hand she just scribbles and acts like she doesnt know the pic is how she traces when I'm "helping her" otherwise it'll just be scribbles all over the page
I'm back where I was four years ago feeling MORE suicidal than ever!!! my whole fucking life is falling apart. people were right I fucked up my entire life. I can't trust anyone I can't do this. I need to go.
Woke up and I have blood on myself... I'm freaking out I've been on hold for 8 mins to find out if I go to the hospital or the doctor up the street. I'm so hysterical I can barely speak. I just saw my baby yesterday kicking and moving around in my belly
I find it pretty hilarious how people who have shown their true colors on social media snake away, delete the posts that outed them and come back on social media like nothing happened. Why do that, you outed yourself, so stay out. We still see you boo boo...
