So I had my appointment today. The urine tests where negative, surprise surprise, but they took blood for a quantitative blood test so I have a follow up to get those results next week, and she said if that test was negative we could discuss possible fertility issues. I cried, of course. I knew it was going to be negative, but some part of me was still hoping that maybe I was just a dumbass who couldn't follow the very simple directions for taking a hpt, and it would come up positive... there's still a tiny bit of hope with the blood test, but the odds are not in my favor. Which begs the question, where the FUCK did my period go???? And why??