I wish surrogacy or adoption didn't cost a lot of money. My heart hurts because I'm not so sure…

I wish surrogacy or adoption didn't cost a lot of money. My heart hurts because I'm not so sure another baby will be in my favor down the road. So I decided to look into adoption or surrogacy and it saddens me that it is so expensive. I just want my daughter to have at least one sibling. I'm praying my body will be able to handle it again, without preeclampsia happening.. but if I can't I'm praying I'll be able to adopt a baby. Time will tell. ❤