I'm 24 and I have a 4 year old son with my ex. We were engaged but the relationship was on and off for almost 8 years. I started seeing someone new and he seemed perfect at the begining. He was very thoughtful, affectionate and he seemed to get along with my child and family. I already had an appointment scheduled with womens health to go back on birth control, the guy I was dating said condoms were trash so he would not wear one. I went against my better judgment and slept with him twice before I got pregnant. When I first told him he was a little cold, I found out I was pregnant 10 DPO. Less then a week after I told him I was pregnant he broke up with me over the phone because "he's still in love with someone else". I talk to him on a regular basis and he wants us to be best friends. He comes to all of the baby apts but he can also be very mean. If I say something he does not like he starts screaming out me and gets himself worked up to the point he will start punching himself in the face. He's told me at least 3 different times hes going to go kill himself after I try to tell him how I feel or he tells me im selfish and dont care about anyone else but myself. Recently I started sleeping with him again, my hormones are going crazy and im trying to justify it by telling myself im sleeping with my babys father so its okay. Sometimes tho I get so sad about the situation between him and myself I dont know if I am doing the right thing. What would you do?
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