


It's been almost four months since I lost my sweet baby Analeigh. I miss her more and more daily. I never thought I would have to bury one of my babies, I would not wish this pain on my worst enemy. Mommy loves you so so much baby girl.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
My son was born on the same day she was. I’m so sorry for your lost. I think about my miscarriage often. She’ll always be in your heart as it will get easier to live. Think of the happy memories as she kicked and moved around. I always think about the side my baby liked the most(the left side). 3 years come February 5th. Please try to keep busy, it will help more and to think positive.