Even tho I've been in my feelings n mighty emotional lately due to the stressors resulting from my husband n children's father being incarcerated...I am still remaining mostly positive in my Outlook moving forward. I'm grateful to God for this strength as it's one of my daily prayers...to keep myself in the most positive state of mind as possible regardless of circumstances. Prayer has been my #1 go to support system so to speak since he went in last may n while I've always been an avid prayer....I've really made doing so very much a top priority daily n it's done a world of good for me spiritually n emotionally n it's just proves to me even more the power of God and I'm so so grateful to have Him always in my corner fighting with me n supporting n loving me thru the storms of life❤️
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My hubby was incarcerated. He got out on my birthday, August 8th. I know the struggle. But I also know the power of prayer. JESUS got me through and answered our prayers of him getting out!! Keep praying, stay strong. If u need to talk I'm here
Yes girl, prayer has really been a huge source of comfort for me during this entire ordeal. Ive drawn much closer to God as a result as well which is something I've been trying to work on for quite some time now so that's at least one positive that has come of all this. It's just been an especially trying time for me, especially since I had my son on the 4th of December...which was our 3rd child, well 2nd biological child but he's been in my 1st daughters life since she was 2 n now she's 8 so he's been everything to her n for her that a good father ought to be so in my opinion, she is his. Anyway...I am really struggling lately with feeling like I really do not even know him anymore n worrying alot about what will happen when he does finally get released n comes home. Like will he still love me? Is our relationship gonna make it once he gets back home? I'm typically a very positive n optimistic person n idk why I cannot shake these terribly negative feelings but for whatever reason I cannot n it sucks. I just hope he's able to come home like next month or the following n serve the remainder of his sentence on home detention...this is what he's planning on filing for very soon so God willing the judge will award it...