Just venting here...Kinda torn...my daughter is almost 9 months old and we have Breastfed/formula…

Just venting here...Kinda torn...my daughter is almost 9 months old and we have Breastfed/formula fed since birth and she’s always favored the breast cause I mean...it’s good shiz 😂 but recently she’s not been want to nurse and if she does it’s only for a sec. part of me like is like awesome I won’t be a human cafeteria/pacifier forever but on the other hand..get back here and love me! 😂 ugh I really want to make it to a year and ill continue to try (I don’t pump well or I’d just do that) but it breaks my heart to think our nursing session may soon be over!