I'm so soooooooo tired. I can't even drink because I could just be one of those freaks who never gets a positive pregnancy test... I just am stuck in this awful limbo, where I could be pregnant, but I have nothing to prove that I am! I have this awful fatigue, where I can barely keep my eyes open during the day, but I'm wide awake at night, irritability and some cravings, my skin is clearer then ever, I can smell everything, and I've been having really weird, detailed dreams. But other then the weird dreams, sensitive nose, and cravings, these are pretty much the same symptoms I get before my period, just more intense. I don't have any nausea, or food aversions, I don't think I'm peeing any more then usual? I did have one random bout of red spotting this past Tuesday, but it literally lasted one restroom break. Like- I wiped and it was red. I wiped again and it was gone. What the hell is going on??? If I'm not pregnant, just let me get my damn period and get back on track, I'm begging!! I'm making a doctor's appointment tomorrow, but I'm just discouraged and confused and annoyed right now.
Could've been implantation I'd wake a week after that and test if your period ends up a few days late
Please tell me its NOT just me!!! This has never happened in my past pregnanies that I can remember! I just now started this weird craving...not a food craving...it's a smell craving! yes I know, what in the world!!! I literally crave to smell these weird things, its awful. I honestly do not just go smelling this stuff I'm just saying I have a huge "I want to, I have to" urge and its so annoying !
Rant!
My sitter used cottonelle wet wipes on my baby! Now she has huge rash!!! I totally get that my SO forgot to put the wipes in her diaper bag. But she could have told one of us and we could have brought her some or she could have went to the store and I could pay her back. I don't get it. She buys her clothes and toys, takes her places while I'm at work. The store is literally a 5 minute walk from her house. But she decided cottonelle wipes are ok? Ugh. Rant over.
WEIRD BUT GENUINE QUESTION
My SO and I are having a debate. If you're bathing your baby and he/she pees in the water, do you drain it and start over or just continue on? I drain it and start over, he thinks I'm weird! He says there's way more water than pee, you're almost done just hurry, finish and get him out! I just think ewww I'm trying to get him clean, I don't think a soak in pee pee water is gonna help that! Is he just a weird gross boy or am I legitimately the crazy one y'all?!?! Sorry ...
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Birth Plan Rant
I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have an unmedicated birth (this is my first baby). What annoys me is when I say that I'm going to TRY my hardest to have a natural and unmedicated birth people always feel the need to say that I'm crazy or that I'm going to change my mind when I get in that position. Or that epidurals are the best. I do realize that plans change, but why can't people be supportive and encouraging?
Same ive been spotting since the 15th im going to test on sat im not sure if its my period or implantation bleeding , though its too light for a period idk