When I first started pumping I remember I’d always say I can’t wait til I don’t have to pump anymore. And now I just get sad thinking that I’ll probably have to stop pumping soon 😫
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Isn't it such an odd feeling!? Like you can't wait for you last pump but then when it starts coming near, you dread the end. I had a hard time stopping. I would pump every so often just because it was such a part of my life. My pump was a 4th kid! 😆