Well my mom passed away today. I haven’t seen her in years but I’ve known she’s been sick. I…

Well my mom passed away today. I haven’t seen her in years but I’ve known she’s been sick. I honestly think I am so numb to my child hood I don’t know how to feel. I got the call I knew what it was as soon as I saw who it was. I am now trying to fight back tears because I don’t think I should cry. I have no idea what to do. I am so numb. 😔