
I guess the first night is always the hardest! My husband and I went home to get a full nights rest (since I’m officially discharged) while my mom stays the night in NICU with Claude. I got home for about 15 minutes, looked at him from the camera in his room from my phone to check on him and I start BAWLING. So back to the hospital I went to give him some quick love. I have to remember I need to go home and get some sleep to be able to take care of my son. I love you Claude💙

Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a punching bag. I asked my husband to call out of work today to help me with the kid so I could get some rest. He went to work. I texted him this morning. Part of me thinks I mean. The other part of me thinks I was fine for saying that because he should've stayed home with us.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

I'm back home from the hospital. It was a really long and hard weekend.I had my sweet baby boy. These are some of his things they gave him. That's the little hat they put on him and the little blanket they wrapped him up in. They also gave us the bear and keepsake box for his things.
My husband went to the creek at 5 o'clock last night and has not been home since and I haven't even heard from him and we have some cook outs to go to today and he isn't home yet I will give him another 2 hours and I hope he shows up if he doesn't I guess I will be taking my ass down there to get him pathetic that my husband lied for one telling me he wasn't gonna be gone all night and he ended up being gone all night
@itsamemario, you deleted your post before I could hit send but this is my comment: I don’t know if this answers your question but this is my answer.
My son is 7 and he knows race and color. Why? Because he himself comes from a family that is multi racial and because he has already experienced racism. I also believe as his mother it’s my job to teach him color and the cold hard truth about society. He knows what’s going on in this world. I’d be hurting him if I allowed him to blindly walk out...
He is such an adorable baby, I hope he’ll get to come home soon!