I guess the first night is always the hardest! My husband and I went home to get a full nights rest (since I’m officially discharged) while my mom stays the night in NICU with Claude. I got home for about 15 minutes, looked at him from the camera in his room from my phone to check on him and I start BAWLING. So back to the hospital I went to give him some quick love. I have to remember I need to go home and get some sleep to be able to take care of my son. I love you Claude💙