That's how I feel. Everybody keeps bringing it up saying "so you won't be tired before work" cause I work nights and don't sleep all day sometimes unless her uncle comes and helps or if her dad is off work which rarely happens but I am too scared to trust anyone especially these days people don't care how they treat your child smh

I wanted to go back to work too when I had my DD but I just couldn’t find myself to leave her with anyone. And still I can’t picture leaving her with anyone until she starts talking and can tell me how her day went and her feelings. So DH decided that I should be stay at home mom till further down the road 🥰

Unfortunately even in a daycare there's still a chance he may not be treated well... I'd find someone you trust completely