


I got some things weighing on my mind and heart lately, and one of those things is the reality that there are some parents out there who treat their child(ren) poorly. Like they really look at the little human THEY made and think that what they’re doing is ok. My son is always the first one to be fed, the first one to take a bath, and the first one to go down at night. I look at my son and see a pure innocent soul, full of spirit and I could NEVER imagine hurting him or betraying him. I am his temple, his safe place.

I'm back home from the hospital. It was a really long and hard weekend.I had my sweet baby boy. These are some of his things they gave him. That's the little hat they put on him and the little blanket they wrapped him up in. They also gave us the bear and keepsake box for his things.

My baby father has some things on his mind. 🤷🏾♀️🤷🏾♀️🤷🏾♀️Any suggestions on what I should do?
I just want his arms wrapped around me one last time and hear words come out of his mouth that arent true "I love you".. I miss him so bad. My first love! My first relationship! He was many of my first and I know today isnt even the hardest day yet.. I literally hate that I love him so much.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
It makes my heart hurt to see how many precious babies are mistreated. Whenever I see a story of child abuse, I hug my baby boy or my girls tighter. The sun rises and sets on me in my kid’s eyes. I couldn’t imagine ever doing anything to hurt them.