First post and I have so much to say.

I'm 34 weeks now and I can't believe I'm saying that. After struggling with infertility and finally getting pregnant I can't describe the pain when I lost that baby. And the next one.... I thought that for sure I would lose this one. I didn't rush to tell family this time and I was not as excited to tell my husband. We both cried tears of joy but the worry that came with it was immense. My doctor's closely monitored me as it was high risk and reminded me not to get my hopes up because of my history. I didn't. But here I am at 34 weeks with a completely healthy baby boy and a healthy pregnancy. All I can do is thank my God and my husband that has been so incredibly supportive and understanding. God is so so good. We have wanted this for so long. Today, I choose not to worry. I choose to be happy and excited for this baby to come. I'm so ready.

Thanks for reading and allowing me to share. Through God, all things are possible. #myfirstpost