It’s only days n hours till our son makes his grand entrance. But I’m getting really sick n tired of his dad. Lying n…

@macinkaimomma I am so sorry. It's really sucks.. And that feeling of betrayal is mothasucka for real. I found out mine has be video messaging his ex. Found out from her husband. We are from a small town everyone knows everyone... I feel so hurt and embarrassed and he wants to be all lovey dovey and sweep it under the rug like ooppss let's move on

Ik the feeling ALL TOO WELL. Him and I come from a small town. I’ve talked to this woman before. And the things she told me I felt like she had no reason to lie. He was just with her the day before I found out.and they had sex unprotected. Been doing it multiple time that was the 1st time they had sex without a condom and she didn’t know about me. He told me things would change. Here my foolish self trusting he will do the right thing for us as a family. To still find out he hasn’t changed it’s just been getting worse and worse. He tried to do the lovey dovey after but that didn’t last long. Then she’s an older woman like mid 40s older. Talking about them having a child together and each other can’t wait to live together. I can’t understand. I’m just hurt beyond repair inside. I can’t stop crying enough to finish preparing for the check up tomorrow.

from what I can see your a beautiful woman. Try not to stress ( easier said then done) for the sack of that babies. Us women love so hard going through stuff like this is draining and undeserving. I really with you peace in this situation. If you need to vent hit me up. Sending a huge virtual hug &Wishing you a safe delivery!

@macinkaimomma yes girl that's what I recently told my SO that things were gonna change or that he would lose all 3 of us.

I pray he makes you 3 his main focus to gain your trust back. I pray for a healing and for u guys to succeed. Men will never understand until it happens to them then they play hurt.

thanks hun, I pray things get better for you as well girl.

Thank you❤

Thank You mama.

Thk u!

After finding out all of this. I don’t see us recovering from this. I’m just not sure what or how to go about this. I want to get past the holidays and give him an ultimatum on the 31st. But the way my crazy is set up I wanna beat his ass while he’s sleeping and get it over with. Im just thinking about my unborn cause I don’t wanna stress him or hurt him or myself in the process. Especially while the other ones are sleeping. I just don’t know what to do.