So life has been kicking my ass these past couple months. I’ve been homeless (still currently am), and fighting with my fiancé’s family. Now, today while trying to get assistance with our deposit on our new apartment I fell down the stairs. Now sitting in the hospital and just feel so defeated like everything is going wrong and I’m supposed to give birth in 4 weeks. I feel like such a failure. The crazy thing is we were illegally evicted after the landlord assaulted my fiancé. So it was no fault of our own. Part of me is just so tired. 😞
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Sending positive down your way lil mama ♥️