Here lately i have been on a roller coaster of emotions. I constantly look at my daughter or just even think about her…

I actually cried (not happy tears lol) when I found out I was pregnant with my second. My son was only 8 months old at the time and I felt like I didn't have enough time with just him. By the time I had my daughter, my son was 17 months and became my helper. I wanted him to feel involved so he helped with small things like grabbing a diaper, giving the baby her binkie etc. I cuddled and loved on him any time she was sleeping. As they've grown up they've became best friends. They have a very special bond and my son has never once felt left out. You'll adapt and so will your older child. Having a sibling, especially close in age, is very special!

THIS is my biggest fear :/

I know the feeling momma I felt the same way it was a little crazy at first and my baby girl she would wine all the time but it gets better u will find what works for you me letting her help out with her brother made it easier on me he's 6 months now and some days she's so glued to him it's crazy

Aww, I’m sorry you’re going through a hard time right now. If it helps, think about how close they’ll be in age when they’re older and how they’ll always have each other to play with and give love to 😊 having siblings can really transform a child, my older sister is a year and half older than me and my mom said she was kind of mean towards me at first but she came around! we were brought up as twins basically lol we shared all the same clothes and matching hair.