This is too hard..... The lost of my Ellie. Being kicked out of my exes Being a single mom to 2 kids No job No car Soon…

no I didn't say that was a reason I couldn't work. It just another factor of what's going on in my life. I've took buses and walked before but where I'm at now barely have buses and walking is too much

@mama.of.both.2 no problem and If u are living with your child s father he can't take you to work either? I would call those numbers now and get info.The Shepard Place answered the phone and gave me 211.number

I am not living with him we are no longer together. I dont ask him for anything anymore. His family will say I'm using him. I'm going to call tomorrow

I have I got turned down from every application

Yes they said they cant do anything until I'm actually homeless.

@mama.of.both.2 wow really !!

@z.e.d.e.k.i.a.h. yeah I hate Delaware

@mama.of.both.2 😢🙏💯 don't do that please don't

@lovinthahawleys35321904 I'm trying so hard not to go back to my old ways

@mama.of.both.2 do you believe in prayer it helps to cry it out

We are doing that now and it's horrible. My daughter barely sleeps. She'll sleep more on the couch during the day and my son he'll sleep anywhere.

@jacobmomma2018 I have they only do food drives and I have food stamps.

@mama.of.both.2, if u lived in bend Oregon ware I live people here help out a lot if they can

@jacobmomma2018 true I'm in dumb ass Delaware

@mama.of.both.2 that's not right she should at least let u stay until u can find another place to stay I would never put some one out knowing that got kids and even if they didn't I would give them time

@lovinthahawleys35321904 that's all the time I get because... she has kids of her own and no space to really house my daughter, my son, and I.

@mama.of.both.2 I understand but if you really love somebody u can always make space it's okay to share beds me and my siblings did and we made it work

I have wic, foodstamps, and Medicaid. And I've been on the section 8 waiting list for 2 years and 6 months.

@mama.of.both.2 yeah section 8 sucks when it comes to waiting

@lovinthahawleys35321904 yeah idk what to do now

I'm trying so hard I really am but I'm so defeated

If you need to talk about it inbox I'll give you my number I do know some what of what you feeling I to am coming from a very dark place in my life where I was extremely depressed with anxiety OCD I still have moments but it's gotten so much better

@lovinthahawleys35321904 thanks I will and my whole like has been this huge big black dark abyss of nothing but negativity, hatred, anger, sadness, anxiety, and depression. I have bipolar disorder, depression, anxiety, PTSD, OCD, and now they think I maybe suffering from insomnia. It got better for a bit after I came out of a mental hospital about 4 years ago. Now I'm just so broken even more.

Dang that's harsh I'm so sorry. Its incredibly hard everyday and I dont think it will ever get better for me. Thanks I will keep it in mind

thanks I'm trying but its like everyone and God wants to see me fail.

@mama.of.both.2 everything happens for a reason trust me god doesn't want you to fail . Keep pushing ❤

idk anymore