This is too hard.....
The lost of my Ellie.
Being kicked out of my exes
Being a single mom to 2 kids
No job
No car
Soon to be homeless
Nobody to help me
Mental and physical health issues
I'm just ready to end it all. The pain is too much. I'm starting to have panic attacks everyday. Especially when my kids are sleeping or more so when I'm by myself.
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Every city has shelters for women and children! Goggle your cities helpline and Go show up there ! They also have places that help you instantly find work and provide day care.EVERY problem has a solution. DO this for your children besides yourself. THINGS will get better when you try and give your best.Try to find a social worker as well they can provide free therapy.A mother's loss of their Child there are no right words to say ,,big hugs for you.I can Google info if you tell me a city your in..i am done working for the day and on way home from work.Your not a lone
@sherrynygirl no I didn't say that was a reason I couldn't work. It just another factor of what's going on in my life. I've took buses and walked before but where I'm at now barely have buses and walking is too much
@mama.of.both.2 no problem and If u are living with your child s father he can't take you to work either? I would call those numbers now and get info.The Shepard Place answered the phone and gave me 211.number
@sherrynygirl I am not living with him we are no longer together. I dont ask him for anything anymore. His family will say I'm using him. I'm going to call tomorrow
I have I got turned down from every application
Yes they said they cant do anything until I'm actually homeless.
@z.e.d.e.k.i.a.h. yeah I hate Delaware
I'm so sorry momma I really hope it gets better for you and your family🙏🙏💯
@mama.of.both.2 😢🙏💯 don't do that please don't
@lovinthahawleys35321904 I'm trying so hard not to go back to my old ways
@mama.of.both.2 do you believe in prayer it helps to cry it out
The point is y'all are family it shouldn't be like that with or without space I'll sleep on the floor if it means me and my family are good
We are doing that now and it's horrible. My daughter barely sleeps. She'll sleep more on the couch during the day and my son he'll sleep anywhere.
My mom has no car right now we have to walk everywhere we go and my mom had to come up with rent money and try and get power money and we have to get phone money and I stocked up on formula for my son and my foster mom bought my son clothes and going to see if dan advice has more clothes and she got us diapers and my mom had a school put my son and brother on the giving tree and see if the school can help us and my mom is looking for a new job and my husband going to look for a job
@jacobmomma2018 I have they only do food drives and I have food stamps.
@mama.of.both.2, if u lived in bend Oregon ware I live people here help out a lot if they can
@jacobmomma2018 true I'm in dumb ass Delaware
I wish I could help more!! I know the feeling of being homeless with a daughter at the time but thank goodness for caring ppl took us in when we didn't have no where to go
@mama.of.both.2 that's not right she should at least let u stay until u can find another place to stay I would never put some one out knowing that got kids and even if they didn't I would give them time
@lovinthahawleys35321904 that's all the time I get because... she has kids of her own and no space to really house my daughter, my son, and I.
@mama.of.both.2 I understand but if you really love somebody u can always make space it's okay to share beds me and my siblings did and we made it work
There's help out there like WIC and food stamps and low income housing
I have wic, foodstamps, and Medicaid. And I've been on the section 8 waiting list for 2 years and 6 months.
@mama.of.both.2 yeah section 8 sucks when it comes to waiting
@lovinthahawleys35321904 yeah idk what to do now
Please stay strong momma if not for u .. for your kids 🙏🙏
I'm trying so hard I really am but I'm so defeated
If you need to talk about it inbox I'll give you my number I do know some what of what you feeling I to am coming from a very dark place in my life where I was extremely depressed with anxiety OCD I still have moments but it's gotten so much better
@lovinthahawleys35321904 thanks I will and my whole like has been this huge big black dark abyss of nothing but negativity, hatred, anger, sadness, anxiety, and depression. I have bipolar disorder, depression, anxiety, PTSD, OCD, and now they think I maybe suffering from insomnia. It got better for a bit after I came out of a mental hospital about 4 years ago. Now I'm just so broken even more.
Yeah, I understand. I was there (minus the two kids, but pregnant) and being penalized with charges my SO was to blame for tainting my ability to work. It's hard - incredibly hard and defeating most days - but I assure you it won't always be like this. I hope you find it within to keep your head up and move past this shit. Hugs!!!
Message me if you need to cry or vent. It's okay mama!!!
Dang that's harsh I'm so sorry. Its incredibly hard everyday and I dont think it will ever get better for me. Thanks I will keep it in mind
Everything will come together hun . Try to be strong for your kids❤.
@momofboth thanks I'm trying but its like everyone and God wants to see me fail.
@mama.of.both.2 everything happens for a reason trust me god doesn't want you to fail . Keep pushing ❤
302 734 0319 social services nearest your city I found&this place opens 9 am 302 736 3600.good luck