Ugh I don’t know what it is about that 5am feeding... like I don’t even be in my own body... I don’t…

Ugh I don’t know what it is about that 5am feeding... like I don’t even be in my own body... I don’t remember if I fed the baby or not I have to look on the camera to see what time I got up... I wake up with the baby in my arms and the bottle in the bed...somethings gotta give... 🤦🏾‍♀️😫🥺😢this is exhaustion on a while other level...