I feel so low 😢😔in my life right now. Idk what to do right or where to turn. I can’t trust family. I…

I feel so low 😢😔in my life right now. Idk what to do right or where to turn. I can’t trust family. I can’t get help from family. I’m literally on my own with two kids and one on the way. My kids dad is... I don’t even know how to explain him right now. At the most in my life when I’ve needed him or anyone no one was never there for me. I’ve been through a lot being alone with just my kids and I. I really have no one. And it hurts really bad. Especially for people who know our situation. What my kids and I are going through. I’m trying so hard to keep my faith and not stress. I just can’t. I find myself crying all the time now. I feel more alone, helpless. My emotions are everywhere. Being pregnant🤰🏻makes it worse. I need Jehovah🙏🙌 BAD