Why am I this way?! Baby boy is a week old today and I'm over here crying thinking about having to leave him when I go back to work in 12 weeks. I keep thinking he's gonna think I'm abandoning him 😭😭😭
He wont think that momma. I know though that doesnt mAke it any easier 😔 hang in there. I wish maternity leave was way longer here in the states so not fair
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
@boys.everywhere, I felt the same way with my daughter and I cried the first couple of days and called every day to check on her the first week, but honestly once I knew she was okay and everything was okay I enjoyed the little break I had even if I was at work. I could be “me” and not “mom” for 8 hours. I’m not gonna lie it’s hard at first but it does get easier! Just gotta remind yourself why you are leaving him it’s because we have to work to give them the best life they deserve