Well tomorrow is my boyfriends birthday I sent him a birthday package and he loved it (yay! :] ) but…

Well tomorrow is my boyfriends birthday I sent him a birthday package and he loved it (yay! :] ) but tomorrow is alsomy brothers 2nd angelversary and I don’t even know how I feel about it :/ I’m just like numb and blah and don’t even want to think about it. It was kind of the same last year but on our birthday I was depressed :/ thankfully this year my son and I are going to see my bf for my birthday so we have some excitement to look forward to instead of feeling so down and out over the holidays :/