I'm so sad yall.. recently moved into a new apartment, and had our baby. So I'm not working, and my…

I'm so sad yall.. recently moved into a new apartment, and had our baby. So I'm not working, and my SO is working his ASS off to pay the bills. It seems so stupid, bc it's not something we need. But we don't have a Christmas tree or any Christmas decorations.. (barely any house decor in general) and we can't afford to get a tree. And not being able to decorate my house with my family suckss. Am I being stupid? 😂😭🎄