Sorry this is long...

I have decided to call my dr on Monday. I have been hoping time would help and getting back to work or my hormones calming down. Nothing has changed. I have no desire to do anything. If I could lay in bed or on the couch all day I would. I have zero patience and everything annoys the hell out of me. I can’t be like this with a 3 yr old and 3 month old. My house is a disaster, I have been so absent with my 3 yr old that today he said he didn’t want to stay home with me 😭That was my eye opener! I have to get better and be me again for the little people that depend on me. My husband and I are more like roommates. We haven’t had sex since I was like 4 mos pregnant. There is zero intimacy or barely even conversations. My family needs me back and I need myself back.