Hi moms how are yall doing. I want to say something with my SO other I feel like the outsider the red headed step child the one kid who get neglected. Because anything I say or do it either starts into a fight or I get my head ripped off and its fucking sad my husband doesn't even see it or he does but theres no point of saying anything about it because it never gets fixed and along it just keeps circling around in a circle. I've told people up at work that I just keep my mouth shut I dibt di anything anymore theres no point. Do ant of yall feel like that because in my mind I feel like I'm the only one but I know in Gods hands I'm not but that's how I feel and I always pray at night to God to leave it in his hands and he will take care if it but to me when I look at the situation it seems like it just stays in one spot never moves to be fixed or whatever and I know that God always tells us to be patient and wait and he will do it and I'm trying but it hurts physically and emotionally.