I'm super conflicted. 😞 I want another baby so bad. Our little one was so hard to get here. It took nearly 4 years to conceive him and it was a battle to stay pregnant. He was born early and in the hospital for a long time. Hes been a very tough baby (and still is.) He has some problems and even has some surgeries coming up. We originally wanted to wait until he was 2 but I'm finding myself wanting another more and more. 😟

Meanwhile I have all these things I want to do. Like volunteer work, save to buy a house, ect.
I also want to eventually foster but I want to get our family situated first. Ugh.

Rant over.