So this is how i really feel too much anxiety as before... Cant be around too many people and if i dont get no sleep my mind races like when im able to sleep.... This crazy that it scares me i have anxiety but not like this i dont ever wana feel super exhausted and so sleepy in my life makes me not focus at all and have a poor apetite i dont be myself i hate it whenever the baby sleeps i sleep depending how the house is.... This is why i tied my tubes after a day of giving birth... No more kids!!
I understand completely I know I’m not the same person at all I have so much anxiety now days it’s crazy. 4 kids is enough for me also. I just can’t take everything that comes with adding another person to our family.