Nesting kicked into full gear today.. while room is cleaned clothes washed and folded .. crib area…

Nesting kicked into full gear today.. while room is cleaned clothes washed and folded .. crib area was re-done and stocked.. while making favors for baby shower this weekend and prizes.. my ex was allowed back in the house and he was trying to help.. I don’t trust him and I’m hurt so much by him but I sure as hell used him to help.. my daughter was so happy to play with her dada it makes me sad.. still keeping him at arms length until he goes for help.. he says he is going after baby is born because he doesn’t want to miss his birth..and will stay clean and won’t use or drink.. I feel like these are lies I have heard so many times.. but I know I can’t force him.. I just have to hold my breath and not let him hurt me and just focus on my babies ..