My pregnancy has been a whirlwind of emotions, illness and confusion. I have so much to overcome still and I know I'm struggling. So I've decided that I'm going to use this app to log my thoughts and feelings. As a way of keeping my mind clear. Wish me luck
@dippynikki, U will, believe me... sicking up during pregnancy is a usual thing, many girls go through it, and all have survived so far...😊 U are not the only one... It’s very important to have positive thoughts, it will work... Usually after 12th weeks it’s becoming much better...
As my doctor told once: it’s good when U are feeling awful, it means Ur baby is alive and growing in U...
I had one miscarriage, and I remember it as if it was yesterday... I had 8th week and once i woke up in the morning and understood that i was feeling absolutely normal, I had no wish to sick up, I had no pains in my Brust... It was so strange... And later that day I saw blood , ran to my doc, and she told that the heart was not beating any more...😢😢😢
So... U see... U are going to become a mother... 😊 Everything is good ... I wish I luck and happy family...😘
@natkamayer thank you. This has been the hardest fight of my life so far. I'm hoping to end up with a happy healthy baby with all my efforts
I wish U luck... I am sure everything will be good... 🍀👍
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

I'm looking through my photos and I found one of my SO and I. I'm now thinking about how obsessed with him I am. I wanna see you and your man! Go! 😊
Good morning ladies. Sorry I been ignoring yall but I have been so miserable the past days I'M STILL PREGNANT my contractions would be strong for hours and it looked like I was gonna have a baby then everything just stopped so I got sent home. they said I have to wait till my appointment Wednesday so I can talk to my doctor about the next step. I HATE THIS 😢😢😩
So my water just broke and I have no idea what I'm supposed to do and I'm home alone
@natkamayer thank you. Your words make things a little clearer for me now. As much as these past 10 weeks have felt like I was dying, if it means my baby is healthy, I'll suffer more