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Chachi Martinez
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Chachi Martinez·Мама троих детей
You know what's hard? The fact I'm a single mom of two that likes women and men (Mostly women). Not because I am ashamed or whatever, but because it's frustrating to find a genuine person to be with. One that I can see myself with, I can share mutual interests with, share the same beliefs and understandings. Ya know? Someone I can be happy with that isn't just putting on a damn show for the world. Now, I've never BEEN WITH a woman. I was young when I "came out" as bisexual. When that happened, almost all the girls were bi, but it was for show because they'd milk that to get attention from guys. Well, now, I know therea LGBTQ+, but I'm scared. I don't know why really. Maybe because I feel like I would probably still never meet someone like I'm looking for. I want someone I can spend my life with and won't look down on me because I have kids (guy or girl). I just don't know. It's frustrating and I can feel my heart racing as I type this because I haven't openly spoken about this to anyone except my counselor. I've only had one person that felt like the right one, but I was in a shitty place and distanced myself until she was gone. We're still friends, but she's in a happy relationship with her first baby. I don't know if anyone can top her because she has been awesome in my life as emotional support & a close friend.. anyway, yeah, just trying to Express my emotions and inner thoughts more now. Rather than keep them in. Anxiety is kicking my ass rn so I'm done here.
19.10.2018
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