When I first found out I was pregnant, everyone warned me about the pain I would have during labor,…

When I first found out I was pregnant, everyone warned me about the pain I would have during labor, the throwing up, not getting enough sleep etc..

No one warned me about how emotionally and mentally challenging it is. I literally feel like I am always depressed. Especially when I am home alone, I feel like I am so empty but yet so full of random thoughts. I get upset when I can’t have certain foods, when I can’t get off the couch without struggling, when I get acid reflux after eating, when my back hurts 24/7 and I feel like I’m bothering my boyfriend too much. Nobody warned me. Now I’m sitting here crying because I feel like I’m falling apart and there’s nothing I can do about it.