After my appointment earlier today, (previous post) my mom asked what happened. I told her they gave me 2 meds. For anxiety & PTSD. She told me "You don't have anxiety." I love her- I do.. but I don't know if she realizes how much she belittles the way I feel as a "just being dramatic" type ot thing. I have panick attacks often and she doesn't see them. No one does because I avoid being around anyone during my "episodes." I don't want pity talks, "just calm down" talks, telling me to smile, & everything will be okay. That shit makes it worse because I tell myself that shit all the time and it doesn't help. So hearing it from someone else makes me think I'm a drama queen to everyone. I have no REAL support system. They're around, but they don't feel like a support system. If that makes sense? I keep telling myself I don't have anxiety, I don't have depression, I don't have PTSD because how could I? Yeah, bad things happened to me before. But much worse happens to others. Me feeling the way I do, is dramatic, right?? 😞
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
my baby daddy's ex wife works at the hospital I'm having my daughter she is just a cleaning lady she tell me they let her move the babies around I'm scared this women will take my baby she even tells me if I have my baby early she could see her ever day .. my doctor only delivers at this hospital I don't know what to do . this is why I don't want to have my baby early ..
Am I wrong for telling my Bd that because we not Married my baby don't have to have his last name? He really got mad and told me I was project n ignorant. Crazy part is I was thinking about giving my baby his middle and last name
I just absolutely love some women on here! Some woman wants to write on another women's post telling her she shouldn't be having sex at all in the beginning of pregnancy. I didn't know she was her doctor. Then she wants to tell me that the first trimester is only 1-9 weeks pregnant. And she lost her baby at 4 weeks pregnant due to sex. Like sweetie that's your period starting!