mental breakdown day. Got sick the past few days after my best friend tried to commit suicide so I…

mental breakdown day. Got sick the past few days after my best friend tried to commit suicide so I cant even go visit her in the hospital... I'm almost 33 weeks pregnant and I feel so overwhelmed with the amount of things to do and I feel like I wont have time to get things ready.... now my back hurts so bad I cant even lay down- have slept maybe 8 hours scattered in the last 48 and my s.o looks at me like I'm crazy when I start bawling. dont have anyone to turn to and I'm feeling so lost.... hoping this is just hormones...