sorry to share my worries with everyone but I don’t have anyone else to talk to, every week I worry that I’ve had a missed miscarriage and I can’t tell because I don’t have any pregnancy symptoms to go on. I have a doctors appointment on the 11th and I’m so scared they are going to tell me I lost my baby. This is my first pregnancy and me and child’s father are so excited we’ve tried for 5 yrs but because of my endometriosis I had a difficult time getting pregnant. So when I found out I was pregnant and heard my baby heart beat at 8 weeks I was so excited now I’m just terrified that was probably the last time I will hear it. The progress through this pregnancy is really stressing me out! My mom try’s to reassure me that everything is fine but how does she know she isn’t a doctor 😩😩😩 I need a home ultrasound kit for the rest of this pregnancy, I wonder if they sell them on amazon 😂
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Both my pregnancies I was terrified of miscarriage for the entire first trimester, just convincing myself I had one because I didn’t have “this” symptom or “that” symptom or a symptom I did have, disappeared. I was even spotting at different points throughout both my pregnancies which was terrifying. The chances that you have had a missed miscarriage are pretty slim. If you don’t have any cramping or bleeding then there’s nothing to worry about right now. I totally understand though. I’ve got major anxiety so I just look for every possible way that something could go wrong. Just try and relax, (I know, easier said than done) but if you can’t, order one of the at home Doppler’s to give you some peace of mind. That’s what I ended up doing because I couldn’t take my own advice and relax lol. I was convinced I miscarried and ordered one with expedited shipping and of course, I found the heartbeat and everything was perfectly fine. You’ll be ok too.
*UPDATE*
Ladiessssss so I was debating on sharing this information as it means a lot to me so at my anatomy appointment they are referring me to get a second more detailed sonogram specifically for the babies heart. They are telling me that my babies heart is undelvoped on the left side and that it is possible that she will need heart surgery after i deliver. There sending me to a whole nother hospital and the damn doctor even said that i might wanna consider ending my pregnancy 😩 smh all this ...
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
I’m so sick and tired of these women who think they have PhDs in mothering telling me what I do wrong and right for my child. I was told my daughter was over weight because she’s 19 pounds at 7 months. I feel like if her doctor isn’t worried then neither am I. So if you’re one of those mothers that think you know it all don’t comment on anything I post please cause I don’t have time for the f**kery today, tomorrow or any other day after that.
So I don’t think I will keep this pregnancy and I don’t know what I’m supposed to do
Ladies I would like to introduce my babygirl. Came to the hospital and was having full blown contractions and doctor decided to operate me. My delivery was so painful I felt everything.
Dulce Veronica
July10,2019
6lbs 3oz
5:17am
Thank you queens, I hope so but the next I will be purchasing is a heart Doppler’s because I need to know. Lol