Trigger. Lost baby

Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

Ultrasound

So I Had My First Ultrasound At 6 Weeks Heard Baby's Heart Beat And Everything Was Ok.... Doc Said I Wouldn't Have Another Ultrasound Until I'm 20 Weeks I Feel Like That's Too Long. When Did You Get Your Second Ultrasound?

I have an interesting doctor..since she thinks I'm about 12 weeks she's ordering all this bloodwork all at the same time. I don't think I'm 12 weeks. I'm not big enough to be 12 weeks and I still have Morning Sickness at times. Thursday I have to go in to do My Glucose Test. I have seen this doc every week so far since we heard Baby's Heartbeat and she thought I was 10 weeks then. After Thursday's appointment I'm scheduled for My Ultrasound then not scheduled to see the doc again until December!...

Starting TWW. Anyone else?

I had a stillborn daughter at 38 weeks this passed Nov. This is my second month ttc. (Last month we only tried for like two weeks though). My last and only pregnancy, I got pregnant the first month of ttc so I hope it's quick this time again.

I only got 1 ultrasound my whole pregnancy is this normal? my doc said I don't need anymore. I'm 35 weeks my first and only ultrasound was at 18 weeks. 😕