Starting TWW. Anyone else?

I had a stillborn daughter at 38 weeks this passed Nov. This is my second month ttc. (Last month we only tried for like two weeks though). My last and only pregnancy, I got pregnant the first month of ttc so I hope it's quick this time again.

So idk if I’m an asshole for thinking this but a girl I used to go to school with is having her 3rd kid and she’s planning a baby shower and she had one with her other two. I feel like a baby shower is something you do with ur first pregnancy. I live far from my family so I didn’t have one but i did have a baby registry and I’m not even doing that with this pregnancy. Idk I just feel like 3 baby showers is a lot! Especially when she gets things handed to her. Idk maybe I’m an ass for thinking that

I thought pregnancy is supposed to last 40 weeks? A lot of surprised and annoyed people that baby doesnt wanna come before that...i dnt get it.

So I don’t think I will keep this pregnancy and I don’t know what I’m supposed to do

Maternity leave

So most of us already are in the last weeks of our pregnancies and I will like to know at how many weeks is your doctor taking you out of work and how is the process of it