Sooo on Sunday I just found out that Im pregnant, a lil over 4wks and welppp my sex drive is non existent already. My poor hubby has been tryna get it in and I’m just like ehhh no. I feel bad but I had a bad dream lastnight that he was looking at a bunch of porn and texting girls behind my back... the cheating dreams have officially rolled in. I remember in my 1st pregnancy i had all those scandalous dreams too. Well he’s in trouble for tryna be slick in my dream so now he really ain’t getting shit. Lol anyone else?
I was sooooo bad with those dreams while pregnant. I use to always check his phone (which i never use to do) and of course would find nothing but his studies about video games 🤣
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Well, I had my first appointment the other day.. Didn't even get an ultrasound.. (Mad about it) but I had to get blood drawn.. And I cried... It was just a bad experience.

Meet my son ladies! He was born yesterday at 5:06pm weighing in at 6 pounds 2ounces 😍😍😍 I had an emergency c section with bad preeclampsia! I just want to think all my friends that sent me prayers and positive messages & comments! I'm completely in love with my bundle of heaven! I love you my Erik Ray 👶🏼💙 born July 22nd!
I did something bad ladies 😁 i had sex with my boyfriend before my 6 weeks and it hurt soo bad im scared but i feel ok. My boyfriend was coming on to me because he felt bad about yesterday and just took it so it was hard to stop it lol
Girl yes sex drive is 0 for me lol. And I have those dreams every now and then also 😔