Transparency Tuesday🔍: ***sighs***

Transparency Tuesday🔍:

***sighs***

So I took Dayana back to tryout for her dance class and she cried....and cried. I apologized and just told her instructor..."we'll just try again later.... Next year..."

I had to tell myself Dayana isnt ready for that right now.... [[She just started PreK this month....new people. New kids. New environment.... After her just being around no one but me and my mom....]]

Maybe you're trying to get her to do too much..?

Im a perfectionist. I want things this way and that way. Make sure this "T" is crossed and that "i" dotted, and I have come to learn that it's just not so.

I dont wanna be the mom she remembers being hard on her....

And I definitely need to stop comparing her to other kids her age.... Each child is different.

So I just tell myself to relax, let Dayana be Dayana... Take this toddler stage and parenting slow...... I'm still trying to understand this season of parenthood....

This is still all new to me and I simply just wanna be a good mom.

So to Dayana... Mommy is going to make sure it's always what you feel you wanna do and not what mommy thinks and feel you should do.

Mommy sorry sweetie.... I'm trying.

Signed,

Single mom.