So I’ve hit rock bottom yesterday! My husbands mom (where we we’re living for the time being) got evicted! We were told the last minute so instead of us saving up money that month we were giving it to her for rent for our part of living there and then of course the rest gets us what we need and my son needs. I have never felt so hurt and betrayed in my life as bad as yesterday! We are currently living with my grandma now. I am so depressed and lost and confused ! I don’t know what to do!!! We can’t find any where that’s for our range of rent right now! Housing authority takes about 6/7 months of waiting!! My daughter will be here in December!!!! I’m so stressed out!! I don’t know what to do I’ve never been in this situation before I wouldn’t care if I didn’t have my babies but I do got my babies and I’m so worried. Even though they will have food a roof over there head it still hurts me because I do everything I possibly can and I still end up in the damn ditch! I need prayer lots of it and praying some miracle will happen this month!!!!
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Sorry to hear you’re going through such a tough time hun. Continue to save money while you’re living with your grandmother and keep looking for apartments. There has to be something out there. Everything will be okay, try to stay positive as hard as that may sound.
Just put your faith in God. He will make a way where there is no way. When it seems like everything is falling apart and doors are closing, trust that he is about to give you something better. Put you in a better position, you and your family will be alright in Jesus name!!🙏🏿 don’t stress yourself love 💛💛
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
**VENTING***
I have been a stay at home mom for 9 months and I absolutely HATE IT! I want a job, I need to get out of this house. but we can't afford 800$ daycare each month on top of 1,000$ rent. I'm losing it and my husband is too. I have no idea what to do. we cant live off one paycheck. but I can't work without childcare, but if we can't afford childcare than how am I suppose to work?! I'm so lost.
So since my husband and i seem to have issues Asking what we need of each other and when we do it it seems over whelming so I’ve decided once a month we ask each other for something we need either more emotional support , help around the house etc and we work on it and try to make each other happy by fulfilling the other persons need . So it’s not too overwhelming and we slowly change ourselves to fit the other persons needs .
What your favorite physical attribute? Like what do u think is the best part of yourself? For me it’s my arms and legs. My arms are cut and I have nice muscular arms, but not too muscular, and my legs I’ve always had nice long legs. So what’s yours?
Locking your doors
We are having a discussion on one of my birth boards from my older kids about locking doors and security alarms. There are many of us (me included) who do not lock our doors at home (I actually don't even have a deadbolt on my house and we don't lock it when we leave either), and others who think that's totally weird. So what do you do? Do you lock your doors? Do you think it's weird that people don't?
So sorry that happened. The most important thing is that you all are safe and their basic needs are met. Everything else will work out just fine. Try socialserve.com. Just choose your city and state and you'll see lot of private listings in one place. Try to find something income based on there if you can. Praying for you!