I don't want to be sad. It just happens. I don't have good days. For me, it's good because I kept away from the shadows for the majority of it. I'll do good by being okay. All of a sudden, the shadows creep over me and take my soul from my body. Taunting me. Reminding me that I can't escape them. I'm trying to be okay. I just need some time. And for me, it's better not to be alone in that time.