Recently moved into the upstairs apartment in my house which was previously my sister's. EVERY FUCKING MORNING I try to get my puppy outside early enough so his morning poop isn't in the house my fucking princess of a sister pitches a shit fit because he ends up barking while running around after because he goes to my Gram's door and demands his daily treats.
This isn't a new thing.
Instead of ignoring the dog and going back to bed she comes outside, marches her smug ass through the yard to the other side of the house, and gives her stupid bitchy rants consisting of saying like too many times. INSTEAD she could be like almost every other human and ignore the barks while rolling over to go back to sleep.
NOPE THAT WOULD MAKE TOO MUCH GODDAMN SENSE.
When she does piss me off to the point of arguing with her she says how she hasn't slept in for so many weeks paired with saying how I just don't get it. I say I how I do get it because I'm woken up by the children around 6:30am daily. Then she has the fucking arrogant nerve to say how it was my choice to have a kid.
FUN FACT! I HAD NO CHOICE. I WENT TO THE CLINIC TOO LATE AND NOW I'M A MOM. EVERYONE IN MY HOUSE AND IN MY FAMILY KNOWS THIS AND KNOWS NOT TO SAY IT.
Every time she says it was my choice I see red and just imagine beating the shit out of her. My PPD went untreated for so long that I have to put effort into not thinking about that every day. When it does come to mind I get really depressed but when it's thrown at my face it makes me livid.
That's the end of my rant.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Transgender children
So I just learned that in my kids school district (my kids aren't in school yet my oldest will be starting kindergarten next September) there are twin boys who identify as girls. They are 5 years old. What's your opinions on this matter given they are 5!!! I don't believe that at that age they really understand the whole thing. So the entire school had to take a course on how to handle transgender children. For example they can't say girls go this or boys do that. What are...
Science!
My friend posted this on facebook last night and said her kids were asleep within minutes. It's a song that scientists created to help people fall asleep. I was skeptical but I thought what the hay, I'll try it out. I didn't bank on Dh falling asleep, but both him and lo were asleep by minute 2. And lo slept six straight hours. ?

My sweet baby girl gained her angel wings this morning. She was my best friend, my true love my everything. She was so happy and beautiful, I'm struggling to say good bye. Sleep tight princess, mummy and daddy love you very very much ❤️
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?