@sadie.w, that’s exactly what happened with my first born it was so hard to except! I felt like such a failure everybody always tells me it was better the way he was 9 LB 12 oz and same thing his heart rate was dropping I wouldn’t dialate so it turned into an emergency c section. And then I couldn’t breastfeed it was so hard to face myself and tbh it still is I am glad my baby I is healthy I just have regrets even though I can not control what happened.
For this pregnancy I am getting an ultrasound today to see what her weight is and I’m trying so hard to be positive and except everything that is coming my way it just feels so hard I want to give birth I want to feel strong and I know a csection is hard work just as hard as giving birth but it’s so hard not to judge my own body. I know as soon as I meet her all these thoughts are gonna melt away 💕

@beakymcspence, that makes so much more sense I’m glad to hear everything is okay with your son and yourself. I will message you!

@jadego, When my youngest was born (he’s 4) he was very large and stuck and there was a lot of damage done to try and deliver him. Due to some complications I required to surgeries to rectify the damage, and now I can’t deliver vaginally. They fear if I do it could reverse what they fixed. I can’t definitely explain more if you’d like to inbox me ❤️ I’m also an L&D nurse so it’s kinda my area lol!

@beakymcspence, what reason are they telling you that you don’t qualify? If you don’t mind me asking I’m just so confused that they can determine this

I don’t qualify for a VBAC so I feel your pain hun. Although I was able to deliver my oldest natural. I’m sorry your feeling this way ❤️