Doctor decided that I need to be induced today instead of waiting until 36 weeks. Lord am I not ready lol.

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Things I never thought I'd say...
Until I became a mom:
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Your doctor feels it’s safer now than later. You are more ready than you think, you have this!!!! Take care and remember that you are amazing; your body created this life and it’s going to push it out and very soon you will hold that beautiful little soul in your arms!!! 💕💕💕💕Lots of strength and love your way- to you AND 👶🏻.