Ranting this morning. I have no one to talk to and I am physically, mentally, and emotionally…

Ranting this morning. I have no one to talk to and I am physically, mentally, and emotionally exhausted. Long night and early morning. So tired of him thinking that just because he works that we have to worship him and let him do whatever he wants. I am extremely grateful that he is making money to put a roof over our heads and putting food on the table, don't get me wrong, but when he is home he should be doing his second half of being a dad/husband by doing his part in taking care of the kids. I bust my ass everyday to make sure house is clean, clothes are clean, food is made, kids are fed , clean, and happy, making sure our oldest gets to school and home , and doing school to get a good stay at home job to HELP him bring in money but what happens when I ask to go out to eat? He gets annoyed because he wants to hang out with his friend at a bar. Like he deserves to go do things way more than I do. Instead of being partners in this marriage, its more like I'm the nanny and maid that lives and sleeps with him while he is the financial support. Thats how I feel sometimes. He is supposed to be my best friend and lately it just seems like Im way down his priority list.