Struggling with everything atm tbh. 😔 Me and my partner are going through a really rough patch in our relationship and he hasnt had a job for 2 and a half months now so money is so tight. We havent got any of the stuff we need yet for our 2nd baby and he just keeps letting me down time and time again. Ive got nerve damage from my epidurals/spinal and have so much pain everyday from it. I work 7-5/6 4 days a week but been calling in sick almost every week lately because it just too much for me. I have ocd and struggling with depression. I was on anti-depressants before i got pregnant but stopped taking them when i knew i was pregnant. Also my mum has a serious heart condition and looking like shes going to need a heart transplant soon.
I feel like i barely play with my daughter anymore and the thought od me looking after her on my own worries me coz i feel like i cant cope, emotionally or physcially. I make an effort to make sure we go out and do stuff everyday i have a day off but when were home i feel like i hardly do anything with her and struggle with ideas of what activities to do inside.
My anxiety is just really high atm, i duno what the point waw in writing this but i have no one to talk too and just needed to vent my feelings..😒😒😑
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Sounds so difficult hun. Not having the support from your partner seems like a huge factor. Remember you're 32 weeks pregnant, spending time with your baby is enough for them, they don't need elaborate activities and planned days out. Just sit and pretend to listen to thier play and they're more than happy. I didn't even realise how little I played with my first near my end of pregnancy until after I had baby and suddenly the over bearing weight is lifted and you can think straight again. You can move and actually do things with your first. The hormones inside of pregnancy are over whelming, let alone how much other stuff you have on your plate, I don't think anyone going through that much could go through it without anxiety. Talk to someone, anyone, for some help, to vent, to release.
I’m sorry. I’m struggling too. I don’t have a house. Idk if me and my so are gonna work through it or what my son is 2....my son has been staying with so family cause that’s the best place for him. It’s really hard. I don’t mean to freak you out even more I just want you to know I feel the same 😢
Hun take some time out for you. Look into benefits and speak with your midwife. Sometimes Everything can seem like there’s no way out but trust me everything works out in the end. Stay strong but take care of yourself xx