I'm sure that on Friday the psychiatrist will up my antidepressant and in a few weeks I'll be feeling better...but I have no idea how to get there. I'm unraveling 😢 I desperately wish there was a quick fix for this soul crushing despair.
Does anyone have a link to a chat group or anything?
#postpartumdepression
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.

I see a SUPER faint line! Or I'm crazy.. Pic was taken within 5 minutes. Either I'm pregnant or I'm having line eyes.

I'm such a sucker for these!! Unfortunately I'm rocking the baby to sleep and I have no clue what color my underwear is. I'll have to get back to ya'll!!
Birth Plan Rant
I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have an unmedicated birth (this is my first baby). What annoys me is when I say that I'm going to TRY my hardest to have a natural and unmedicated birth people always feel the need to say that I'm crazy or that I'm going to change my mind when I get in that position. Or that epidurals are the best. I do realize that plans change, but why can't people be supportive and encouraging?
I cut the cable
I decided to get rid of cable ?. I'm hoping I don't regret it! I'm on a big saving splurge now that I have a lo. Anyone else get rid of cable? How's it going?
@kjcross, anytime hun! You’re not alone. I also had PPD, so I understand 🤗