Amanda
mother.of.angels
Amanda·Мама троих детей

I have been through so so much in my life. And I have to say that loosing my child was by far the worst. And then to follow that with secondary infirtility and miscarriages just really makes me have such a hard time keeping my faith. I just don't understand! This life is really draining me! I try to focus on other things like going to school and work. Bc what if being Mom isn't in God's plans for me? I need to find something else to do with my life. But to be honest there is nothing I would rather be other than being a Mom. I got to live it for 5 years and it was the most amazing experience I will ever live. And I am so grateful for that 5 years. But I'll never understand why it had to come to an end and why it doesn't look like im going to have that opportunity again. It's just not fair. Sorry to be so down but damn.

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kelley.blue
Kelley87·Мама двоих (1 год, 3 года)

Oh mommy I'm so sorry! I can't imagine the pain you feel from losing a child... Especially one that you held and loved for so long. But let me say this, even if giving birth to another child is not what God has planned for you --- you will get another chance to be a mommy. There are so many children out here that need the love that you have to offer and you guys will find one another. And always remember that God has the final say so. God bless you mommy.

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mother.of.angels
Amanda·Мама троих детей

@lizsouthwick Thank you so much. I could only hope and pray my time will come.

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lizsouthwick
Liz Southwick ·Мама двоих (младенец)

This is truly heartbreaking. Im so sorry for the things you’ve been through, I can’t imagine. I’m praying for you girl. God is faithful & hears you. He knows your heart & will bless you. Don’t give up! Favor is coming 🙏🏼

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mother.of.angels
Amanda·Мама троих детей

@unicorn_mama thank you. Means alot.

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del_1547402482_dominique.

Omg this breaks my heart. Sending baby dust your way ✨ 💫

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